I was born somewhere far behind the ocean
I was raised with the glamour of sun and sea
Somewhere that I could see the beauty but showing beauty was forbidden
Somewhere that I could hear the songs but singing was forbidden
Somewhere with hot colors and pure shadows under a shining sun but feeling the sunlight on my skin was forbidden
Everything inviting me to dance but dancing was forbidden
Everything inviting me to love but loving was forbidden
Somewhere that I was told that I was free
I was free to live in my invisible cell but freedom was forbidden
Like a bird not in a cage but forbidden to fly.
"I am yet what I am"
Troubling and Troubled
Like a carmen inside me
Who was forbidden to be what she meant to be
A gypsy soul that can not be chained
Like a dancing puppet in a show but a dancing rebel on the ruins of rotten thoughts